One more month, and it's already one year since Wing's cafe. 15th December 2009
Can you imagine how fast one year flew by...?
I had fun, i got hurt, I healed, I recovered and I miss the moments again.

I will make an effort to go there on 15th December 2009.

It hurts to know that M doesn't remember...
She couldn't remember that on 29th Dec,
we went to watch a movie after our dimsum session at night.
At then mamak-ed with Ryan at Setapak. =(

I don't know its a bad thing or a good thing.
Maybe she really left the past behind,
like what people used to say. "Move On"

I can't. I want back my past.
Because the past makes me happy.
I'm not happy now. I know that.

I know that E=mo4 gave me the happiness that i've always wanted.
That feeling. That indescribable feeling. That 'gan jue...'

But, i'm the only one dreaming here,
while all of them had life time partners already...

Sometimes this stuffs is happening too fast,
it's like yesterday, or a month ago.
Wing's Cafe. but, in a month, it's one year....
I wished, really wished we could go on a happy holiday again..=(

But i know it'll be different this time....

That friendship I've always wanted,
is now gone forever...
The feeling of, not backstabbing, talking cocks,
the laughter, the happiness,
the horny talks....

You wanna know how much i missed the moments...?

It hurts so much ....

I really miss Ryan, Ju-Yen and Megdalyn.
The four of us. The friendship between four of us.

The beautifully imperfect friendship between the four of us....