I don't even know why am i living this life~
Tell me why....?
Last time it used to be tough when i lose my friends,
or when i think i took the wrong course.
Now, both of this things are happening to me simultaniously...
I don't know what am i studying for..
Nor i don't know why am i mourning over this friendship.
But, they were my source of happiness,
the strength, the guide to my life..~ the light in my darkness life~'
These few months, when i wake up and look in the mirror,
i see my face getting paler and paler...
I don't want this to happen to me...
I don't want to be so down..
But what can i do..?
how to be positive..?
Who can make me positive...?
Do you want to know how much i've suffer?
Im really collapsing... I really am...
Who is going to hold me next..?
Who will be the next batch that will give me happiness,
then cause me to experience downfall again...
I thought i learned my lesson in Point3 case,
but why i gave in and ended up with Emo4?
Because i think dat they 3 are my best friends,
and nothing big will happen...
But, now everything just goes wrong..
I cant even concerntrate in class...
I kept thinking and thinking and thinking~ why..?
Even in DSM class today, i kept day dreaming~
where does my mind go...?
Im getting more tired everyday~ i cannot face all this anymore..~
I miss my source of happiness...
Which next batch will give me happiness and hurt me next...?
found a tunnel @ 3:57 PM