and here i am again...
in college, blogging....

feeling down again, as usual...

thinking again, as usual...

never been happier, as usual...

tried to pay attention but failed..

im really scared for my exam...

everyone is making effort except me..

i cannot afford to fail, or i'll lose my scholarship...

but there is nothing that can pull me back up...

happiness is gone, so does the mood of studies ='(

I always have the thought in life,
if... if i were to experience a car crash and ended up in coma,
i think i would let go, because i don't have the will to live...
I really don't have the will to live anymore...

It's not mainly because of Emo4,
it's also mainly on my studies,
it's also mainly on alot of factors..

factors that doesnt bring me happiness...

Alot of people asked me to go holiday to Penang with them...
MunYi and gang..
Zi Ling and gang...
Connie and gang..

But why Penang, why...?

I don't want to...
I don't want to replace my Penang memories with others...

I really don't want too....

Mich Oon
found a tunnel @ 10:53 AM