but everyday, my mind just kept thinking & thinking...
My birthday wish,
the wish that i really really want it to come true..
is for everything to go back to normal again...
I wished for that time again...
I don't want to celebrate my birthday this year,
its because i don't want to expect.
The more you expect, the more dissapointed you get...
Was it really the end of the chapter?
I don't want it to end...
I want the three of you to be at my side...on my birthday..
I want those fun times again..
But even though the three of you are here again,
i doubt we will talk anyway...
So i don't know...
I think at this point of time,
this is my worst birthday ever...
because what i expect would not come true...
its a simple request, but it's hard to be fufilled...
Ryan didnt even wished me happy birthday..=(
But "Miss Independant" played on my radio today...=(
I really really miss you guys.... I really do...
I want us to be crazy again..
I want us to get drunk and play truth and dare again..
I want us to be crazy...again..
Just for once...
I don't want to keep the memories in the cupboard..
I don't want to chuck the album that contains our memories in the cupboard.
Where are you guys...?
Why? I'm not happy...
So please don't wish me happpy birthday...
Among all of us, Meg is the luckiest..
Luckiest to have the 3 of us celebrate with her..
Luckiest to have the 3 of us surprising her...
Luckiest to have the 3 of us staying over and get crazy...
Luckiest to...
I miss those moments...
found a tunnel @ 5:34 PM